We all know how much I loved that woman but she decided it was time to leave this earth on the 10th of this month. I am sorry for not writing sooner but this is hard enough. She went peacefully in her sleep, it is what she was praying for.
I found out because she had the money in her account to get my dentures that I get to pay for the Funeral and all bills until the account is depleted. I am a co executor of the will, because my brother works this means I will be doing everything by myself. That part does not surprise me.
For those of you that knew mom and I we had an idea that after she died, I would go to my favorite Casino. On Valentine's Day my friend and I were in a two mile pile up. It was white out conditions and we clipped the back of a Semi Truck. I was trapped along side of the thing for two hours. I had just taken my hand inside the car because I was taking pictures. I literally have pictures of the accident in progress, first vacation in four years at the time I thought it was a good idea.
We wound up at a Waffle House that was closed, but someone was inside cleaning. He found my friend and I a ride to the Hotel. The next day two lovely people took us to the Casino. I know mom was looking out for me because one of her best friends was named Regina. That was the name of the lady whose husband Mike was getting the car. I know it was not a coincidence. We lost money but had a good time.
I was promised that I would never have to drive through a white out condition again. So on the way home when we ran across our first one, I went into a panic attack. I told my friend to pull over. He said the next exit that the roads were not bad. What he did not understand was I was putting my lower teeth into my upper gums and my nails into my hand. So he lied to me, he thought I did not want to come home to an empty house. He had no idea that being next to a Semi Truck for 2 hours took a little more out of me than I expected. So I put new open wounds in my upper gums that are still raw right now. NO he did not understand my panic at all, we made it home safely but I could not sleep.
Now I am back to being depressed about my mom and the lack of anything from friends who live by me. No one has called me from my Church or to see if they could bring me anything. I am sure they wrote something on Fb but I told them I am not checking pages out. So I am now an Orphan that if I do not call people they do not call me.
The original DR. that was suppose to take care of mom was fired in Nov. that made five months no one saw mom. His last words "Dolores your blood work came back great, 6 more months to live. That was on Oct 24th 2014, the same day he wrote her prescription for 2013. I would like those deviant friends of mine that like me to write to these people and ask "How or Why?" this could have happened to such a loving woman and her caring daughter. Please only serious people write notes for me, I know some of you are going to be really pissed this has happened to me and I want your support. I will also let those who do not know my real name, have it as well. Though it was kind of funny when I was asked if I had any nicknames and I said "You can call me Alice if you want." The looks were priceless, that is so not even close to my real name.
I will try to keep you informed. I really feel like I have fallen down a rabbit whole only to find a mirror. Curiouser and curiouser, I better cut it out my Alice is showing more than my Dygyt.
Listening to: Bang Bang
Playing: Island Experiment