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We all know how much I loved that woman but she decided it was time to leave this earth on the 10th of this month. I am sorry for not writing sooner but this is hard enough. She went peacefully in her sleep, it is what she was praying for.

I found out  because she had the money in her account to get my dentures that I get to pay for the Funeral and all bills until the account is depleted. I am a co executor of the will, because my brother works this means I will be doing everything by myself. That part does not surprise me.

For those of you that knew mom and I we had an idea that after she died, I would go to my favorite Casino. On Valentine's Day my friend and I were in a two mile pile up. It was white out conditions and we clipped the back of a Semi Truck. I was trapped along side of the thing for two hours. I had just taken my hand inside the car because I was taking pictures. I literally have pictures of the accident in progress, first vacation in four years at the time I thought it was a good idea.

We wound up at a Waffle House that was closed, but someone was inside cleaning. He found my friend and I a ride to the Hotel. The next day two lovely people took us to the Casino. I know mom was looking out for me because one of her best friends was named Regina. That was the name of the lady whose husband Mike was getting the car. I know it was not a coincidence. We lost money but had a good time.

I was promised that I would never have to drive through a white out condition again. So on the way home when we ran across our first one, I went into a panic attack. I told my friend to pull over. He said the next exit that the roads were not bad. What he did not understand was I was putting my lower teeth into my upper gums and my nails into my hand. So he lied to me, he thought I did not want to come home to an empty house. He had no idea that being next to a Semi Truck for 2 hours took a little more out of me than I expected. So I put new open wounds in my upper gums that are still raw right now. NO he did not understand my panic at all, we made it home safely but I could not sleep.

Now I am  back to being depressed about my mom and the lack of anything from friends who live by me. No one has called me from my Church or to see if they could bring me anything. I am sure they wrote something on Fb but I told them I am not checking pages out. So I am now an Orphan that if I do not call people they do not call me.

The original DR. that was suppose to take care of mom was fired in Nov. that made five months no one saw mom. His last words "Dolores your blood work came back great, 6 more months to live. That was on Oct 24th 2014, the same day he wrote her prescription for 2013. I would like those deviant friends of mine that like me to write to these people and ask "How or Why?" this could have happened to such a loving woman and her caring daughter. Please only serious people write notes for me, I know some of you are going to be really pissed this has happened to me and I want your support. I will also let those who do not know my real name, have it as well. Though it was kind of funny when I was asked if I had any nicknames and I said "You can call me Alice if you want." The looks were priceless, that is so not even close to my real name.

I will try to keep you informed. I really feel like I have fallen down a rabbit whole only to find a mirror. Curiouser and curiouser, I better cut it out my Alice is showing more than my Dygyt.
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RuslanCodeLyoko Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
Did not expected to find something like this out of nowhere from fractal searching...

But even as a stranger......have a hug. I wish to say more but...I hope a virtual hug would do it...

**hugs**
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Andorada Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2015
There, there, I am not sure if anything I coud say would make you feel better, since I am a nobody to you... I just came accross your journal and I very sorry for your loss... Please stay strong! :huggle:
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Dygyt-Alice Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you I appreciate your kind words. I am trying to do better everyday.

Dygyt Alice
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kanyiko Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I'm sorry to hear about your loss.  My condolences to you and your family.
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Sakura-Hyuga Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2015
Dygyt, I'm terribly sorry for not being there when this happened a few days ago. But remember, you yourself have your whole life in front of you. Please live it to the fullest!~ 
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Dygyt-Alice Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
It is okay, if you could have helped I would have written you. You are a true friend.

I got something from my Wishlist from my Secret Santa. Thank you, it helped make my Christmas better. You are still getting a Surprise for all that hard work, when I have time.

Dygyt Alice
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Sakura-Hyuga Featured By Owner May 9, 2015
Really? That's great! I'm sorry for the late reply; school is driving me crazy these days because we are nearing the last month. I even have my violin recital next week!

How are you though Dygyt?
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TheRafflesia Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
I'm terribly sorry for your loss, my dearest. :( If you'll ever need support, feel free to drop a note, okay?
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CameronKobe Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
There aren't words to adequately describe what you must going through.   I'm so sorry for your loss.
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Clamdiggy Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:hug: Sis, hang in there.  You are never completely alone and I am only a phone call away.  Love ya!
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Loki-Dalton Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
I am very sorry to hear about your loss =[ May she rest in peace <3

Stay strong~
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GrahamSym Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2015   Digital Artist
So sorry for your loss Colleen, stay strong my dear :hug:
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KmyGraphic Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2015  Professional Filmographer
Prayer by KmyGraphic  Candle by KmyGraphic  Prayer* by KmyGraphic  Be strong dear , you have a life to continue , your mother is good now over there where she is , and remember that all will go there ...but till then we must to carry our cross however will be , must to live ...pls be strong because life isnt so easy dear :) Hugs and kisses  
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melodiousglenndog Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Once again, so sorry for your loss!! Thanks for sharing this. I know it had to be difficult. Our continued prayers are with you during this extremely difficult time.
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Dygyt-Alice Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks Glenn, your wife is the only person on dA that knew besides Carol. I was talking to Carol on the phone and she asked who she should contact? Jenny's name is the only one I could think of. I know others should have been notified but I could not think of the names.

Colleen
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melodiousglenndog Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Jenny put a journal up to let others know and I posted it to my page, as well. We all love you here on DA!!
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